Finally I broke the barrier of abandonment and start my blog.It’s very harsh time for me fore the last few weeks.Going back to January Class we all set up goals for this year(at least ten).I set my and then pretty sun appeared in doubt-how I’ll do it?Low self worth jump to the top of my mind.That’s one of my huge issue as well as abandonment.In December last year I start training for new career (as I seen that) Public Adjuster for residential home and commercial building insurance.After attended good amount of hours in training classes seminars en meetings I couldn’t pass the test for state license.I made a five try and fall all.After the last one I ask oversoul and the answer was it’s not for you so I’m back driving truck even I’m not sure I do right. Another important my goal for this year was get divorce and this also go not like should be.I contacted attorney,talked to wife,she agree but she’s doing everything to slowing process,keep the status quo to have servant and slave as long as she can.I thing her animal mind told her “you not gone find that naive person easily”. Next my goal was sell the house and this looks better.The house is on the market for one week and two family already watched. But the main my goal was-intensively work on my mental issue.I’m working but not enough intensive.Rest of my goals are less important or not in time yet but in English language improvement I see a progress. To be honest I must say I’m not understanding some thing how the LMP FB page work.For example I see notification someone like my page LMP on FB .I’m going the end don’t know how to menage page.I hope after I post this story something may shows easily.I’m gone need to change little bit my intro to add some information about consultation time and pricing so I understand the only webmaster can do that.I promise to be more active on the blog,find the time to start translating videos like Janet mentioned and be the real part of Expansions not a figurehead.When I’m writing this blog I feel like kind of positive energy com to me through this blog calming thunder of thoughts in my head.Lots of love for All. The next blog I well translate on Polish but this one I skip.
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Thankyou for your post Adam! I admire you for your courage, strength and tenacity to start your blog at this time. It shows that you have the ability to step-up to the plate and begin to address and move through these challenging situations and surpass.
Yes, obviously that job you went for wasn’t for you. Something better awaits! I have found that these ‘new beginning’ energies have been very challenging also. Sometimes things have to be majorly re-directed or move in directions we think are chaos and not correct.
But, all is for a reason and is moving us to where we need to be for our highest learning and growth. Sometimes our mind unconsciously thinks about a situation that ‘this is what it should look like’ and then when it looks like something else we can panic. This is where we need to do our inner work, clearing ourselves up as we go along, and trusting our selves and the process. But, is easier said then done I know!
Keep on keeping on, and let us know how you go!
It sounds like you are going through a lot. Hang in there and just remember Stewart’s saying : There is nothing to fear, you are unconditionally loved, and you can do nothing wrong
Hi Adam! Thank you for sharing here. I have to say that your process is kind of echoing mine! I too was feeling all wonderful about new beginnings and armed with my list of 10 things, I came back to implement it! 🙂
I too have issues with self worth, and getting going with LMP and Facebook! Some days I just want to hide!
My new beginnings certainly are not what I thought they were going to be and I find myself taking a few steps back. Now, I’m working on trusting the process and Oversoul to help me keep on track. It’s very challenging some days and I find myself overwhelmed and stuck, but, I’m getting ‘there’.
I’m finding the blogs and the Self Healing webinars are really, really helping. Thanks again for sharing Adam.
Yay, Adam how great that you stepped past your fear. As Janet says: start with what you have and where you are.
As you work through this, like all things it will get easier and you will have a better understanding to move forward with.
I know there is a huge Polich audience waiting for you.
And, many others that face similar challenges & fears that can take inspiration from you.
You inspire me 🙂
Thank you Patricia.I will tray to be more active but need more time to organized everything better.I hope my blog it’s gone grow.
I would like to thanks also for Norma, Ben and Cody.When I first open my blog I saw only Patricia comments but then I noticed email from wordpress asking me to accept Normas comment by opening it I saw the rest comments.I am sorry to all rest of you.It’s make me hard time to understood how the wordpress,Expansions end FB works together.